Relax-Say-tion

Yesterday was the first time I ever willingly relaxed and did very little, at least, the first time in a long time as I cannot recall a day like yesterday within recent memory. It was sorely needed, too, as I just feel, spent. I have been working a little harder than I should have been this week and paid the price. I now have a greater sense of how much I can truly do on a shoe-string budget, and how much effect having a decent diet could have, or a lack of a sufficient diet could have. I suffered from the later as I was unable to do my traditional monthly grocery run for my usual rations, and therefore my diet, and by extension other parts of my life, suffered from it. The benefits of relaxing and doing almost nothing yesterday allowed me to refocus my attention on the things that truly mattered, and to be able to efficiently and reasonably organize them in levels of priority. I will say towards the afternoon a part of me wanted to do something despite lacking the mental energy to do so. I did my best to abstain from those emotional desires as I refused to allow myself to burn out further. As the Small Faces would say, it’s gonna be a “Lazy Sunday afternoon, I’ve got no mind to worry, I close my eyes and drift away” into Monday tomorrow onward with a refreshed mind and body, while maintaining that newfound sense of resolve, and learning how to utilize it more effectively. Here’s to progress!!