Transformers: Let’s Hope, You Guys

Hey Y’ALL!!

Sorry for the long break in between posts, no I didn’t kill myself or get murdered to death yet, nor do I plan on it anytime soon. Just been busy suffering and moping about trying my best when I wasn’t a 30 year old angsty son of a bitch to make moves for a better tomorrow, and boy, does today particularly HISTORICALLY SUCK

2008:
Was forced into state custody around 1616

2018:
Last girlfriend decided to break up today


The September 18’s from 2008 to 2017, and 2019 to last year I’m not including because that’s just too damn depressing to list more than the worst offenders

However, HOWEVER yesterday I decided to make today a break in the pattern and embrace certain good parts of my past in a desperate gamble and effort to divert my mood today towards a more positive outlook. Around midnight tonight I started on making a final detailed reedition of the “classic style” of the fictional land I made, Hamedonia, which included every POI referenced thus far including cities, towns, natural landmarks, and other notable cartographic features.

OG Hamedonia Design from 2016
The new detailed version I did around midnight

I did that along with asking a dear friend of mine to help draw some of the OC’s I made in relation to a story I always wanted to do. As is I’m planning on completely redesigning Hamedonia and the other fictional lands I came up with on one unified concise planet, and overall organizing and cleaning up my lore in a more appealing, and easily digestible fashion whilst retaining it’s charm and wit. If I could at least finish IronHeart, and start work on Knives in the Sand afterwards, that’d be fantastic. I also have plans on continuing work on Wardens of Grovesden, a og Gameboy game I made a prototype of a while ago and never really did anything else with since, as well as possibly rebooting an old comic series I made as a teenager. Not to mention finishing the Howard Demos into proper songs and making a few more and slap them on a proper album. Big plans and goals each and every one of them, however, with faith, confidence, and follow through each and every one of them could be achieved if I truly wanted them to. I just need to decide deep down within myself, how badly do I wanna see these goals come to life? Let’s hope, you guys, and transform this bad day into a good day!

Crank the Speakers up to Seven-Eleven

I went to my first concert ever to see my best friend Alex play with his two bands Gypsi & Tomorrow Awaits at The Champ in Harrisburg (Technically it’s in Lemoyne but it’s right across the river so for all intents and purposes it’s in Harrisburg)

I have mixed feelings about it. I for one liked the music. It’s was just the kind of metal I like: Metal enough to hear actual lyrics and not screams and grunts. What I didn’t like was the audience in the so-called mosh pit. From what I heard from my friends moshing is shoving into your co-spectators like a bunch of NFL jocks. What I witnessed, however, was a bunch of drunken Karate Kid-wannabees high on crack swinging their arms and legs like a bunch of fucktards. I had to stand in the far corner so I wouldn’t get hit. One thing about me is I have a very short temper. You look at me the wrong way and I’ll curse at you, let alone talking shit either in front of me or behind my back. And if you hit me, prepare to have a fight until the gestapo arrive. Or I’m incapacitated, either way I won’t back down until one of those two terms are met. Anyway, I was enjoying the show even though I was pissed off a great deal that those “moshers” wouldn’t just sit or stand and enjoy the show. I noticed that from Gypsi onward that was a slow but steady increase in both quality and fans cheering as the bands rotated. Obviously the guys after Gypsi and Tomorrow Awaits were a bit more weathered and experienced which earned them more roadies to cheer them on. Furthermore, some of those roadies were making fun of the two bands, which was both uncalled for and pissing me off. I swear there might have been a fight or two in The Mosh Blood Pit.  But enough of those morons, I overall had a good time besides them. The music was brutal, some of the appearances of the spectators were more so, and I had a bloody good time.

Cheers,

Ronzil

Hell=Earth

During the final years of my dwindling faith as a Christian, I was coming up with more theories on making Christianity believable than the amount of Pokémon (Currently it is at 721). One of my last theories was as follows: There is little to do to get into Heaven as you are already in Hell. Think about it: Eternal suffering in a world filled with more sin and vice than Sodom and Gomorrah put together a thousand times. If there was a God, would he allow such suffering in 3rd World Countries and mild annoyances in 1st World Countries? Would he allow Man to destroy what he created? Would he allow several people with wildly different opinions of God to kill each other over who was right-eous? The answer, quite simply, is no. Your fate was sealed the second you came out of the womb, because before you were “born”, you were alive in the actual world he created, but committed something wrongful, whether it be sins or believing the wrong religion. But you try to ignore the fact you are in Hell by deluding yourself into having yet another crack at getting into Heaven, while you clearly are not. Do you wonder why God won’t answer your prayers? You have been eternally separated from God and put into endless suffering. I myself am an complete Atheist now, and do not believe such things, but I thought you might be interested in my final thoughts as a Christian man.

Yours Truly,

Ronzil

Oh, Baby!

Things got off track for Big Boss Industries for two reasons:

1. I’m in another Creative Block.

AND, more importantly,

2. My best friend Alex’s son recently came into the world

Now, don’t get me wrong, I love kids, so long I know their parents, but I thought I’d let my fans know what is keeping the content from flowing.  We do plan on doing things, but it probably won’t happen until the 3rd quarter, around Autumn. Expect content to Fallout of the sky!

As Always,

Ronzil

Big Ideas, Big Plans, Big Boss Industries

You might be wondering why I haven’t kept my word on content, or you may not. If you don’t care, then why are you reading, jackass? Anyway, I’ve been planning some big things for my company with my best friend, Alex. Some things literally have been 10 years in the making, and will not disappoint. The reason to cut to the chase: I want to surprise you and your friends when we launch our range of entertainment. So far I haven’t really launched anything, but for those of you on my FaceBook have seen some scraps of things, namely Weekly “Whirled” Report, with some cut scenes for your pleasure. The most popular, and coincidentally, my favorite, will be embedded on this post. If you need the original video, feel free to eMail me, as I couldn’t upload a wimpy 200 kb extra without using FTP. Like our current FaceBook accounts, Big Boss Industries, Gypsi, and Flesh Puppies, but Weekly “Whirled” Report is still in the process of a complete reboot.

As Always,

Ronzil