Home is where the Constable Is

It’s been over a week since I lost my home for the second time. I have lost it due to my mother’s neglect of essential bills, lending money to me sister, buying Amazon and eBay’s entire stock, and that crack addict of a neighbors’ thievery of $569. I have gotten into a fight with my sister’s husband a little over a month ago, and fate has landed me at their doorstep. I don’t beg: Never have, never will. My mother and sister bargained with my brother-in-law to allow me into their home due to “extraordinary” circumstances. Since then my sister’s home has been one clusterfuck of a mess with 7 people and 10 cats, not to mention the other members of the Animal Kingdom residing in each room. The deal allowing me to stay required me to stay in one of the kid’s bedrooms the entire time, the exception being let out to help with whatever needs doing. I have been steadily losing my patience being in one room dealing with a family that treats me lower than one of the ten million family pets. Christ, the damn cats get better treatment than me as they get what they need ASAP. Meanwhile I just got shoes today I have been needing for almost 2 years now. I have been thinking once I do gain the ability to leave and support myself on my own to just disown my family due to the treatment I have suffered that they not only strongly deny, but justify the wrongs the bestowed upon me. I realize I am not a nice person: Never Have, Never Will. The only exception being is if I like you, otherwise you are a sack of shit for me to demean. That being said, it is probably a way of putting off the suffering I endured on to someone else. Home has never been kind to me, no matter where or what my home is. I will most likely never settle down, just move on to new and different places whilst burning the bridges I come across in the process.

Until next time,

Ronzil

Hell=Earth

During the final years of my dwindling faith as a Christian, I was coming up with more theories on making Christianity believable than the amount of Pokémon (Currently it is at 721). One of my last theories was as follows: There is little to do to get into Heaven as you are already in Hell. Think about it: Eternal suffering in a world filled with more sin and vice than Sodom and Gomorrah put together a thousand times. If there was a God, would he allow such suffering in 3rd World Countries and mild annoyances in 1st World Countries? Would he allow Man to destroy what he created? Would he allow several people with wildly different opinions of God to kill each other over who was right-eous? The answer, quite simply, is no. Your fate was sealed the second you came out of the womb, because before you were “born”, you were alive in the actual world he created, but committed something wrongful, whether it be sins or believing the wrong religion. But you try to ignore the fact you are in Hell by deluding yourself into having yet another crack at getting into Heaven, while you clearly are not. Do you wonder why God won’t answer your prayers? You have been eternally separated from God and put into endless suffering. I myself am an complete Atheist now, and do not believe such things, but I thought you might be interested in my final thoughts as a Christian man.

Yours Truly,

Ronzil

Oh, Baby!

Things got off track for Big Boss Industries for two reasons:

1. I’m in another Creative Block.

AND, more importantly,

2. My best friend Alex’s son recently came into the world

Now, don’t get me wrong, I love kids, so long I know their parents, but I thought I’d let my fans know what is keeping the content from flowing. We do plan on doing things, but it probably won’t happen until the 3rd quarter, around Autumn. Expect content to Fallout of the sky!

As Always,

Ronzil

Big Ideas, Big Plans, Big Boss Industries

You might be wondering why I haven’t kept my word on content, or you may not. If you don’t care, then why are you reading, jackass? Anyway, I’ve been planning some big things for my company with my best friend, Alex. Some things literally have been 10 years in the making, and will not disappoint. The reason to cut to the chase: I want to surprise you and your friends when we launch our range of entertainment. So far I haven’t really launched anything, but for those of you on my FaceBook have seen some scraps of things, namely Weekly “Whirled” Report, with some cut scenes for your pleasure. The most popular, and coincidentally, my favorite, will be embedded on this post. If you need the original video, feel free to eMail me, as I couldn’t upload a wimpy 200 kb extra without using FTP. Like our current FaceBook accounts, Big Boss Industries, Gypsi, and Flesh Puppies, but Weekly “Whirled” Report is still in the process of a complete reboot.

As Always,

Ronzil

Put a Knight through your Chess

Ah, Chess. I’m not good at it but I’m fond of you through helping me get past tough times. Whenever I get too depressed, I always play a game or two with a friend. It eases the mind by:

1. Focusing on the Game

2. Chew the Fat with Friends

3. A Nice Change of Pace from other Activities

And I like having a really nice wooden board and pieces to play on, it adds class to my life. And we all need to feel fancy every once in a while. And if you noticed, the title for this post is a play on words. Put a Knight through your Chess sounds like Put a Knife through your Chest, doesn’t it? Anyhow, I think I might play a game on Chess.com. It’s a very nice site to play Chess on. You can learn better tactics through lessons from videos and/or mentors, as well as playing a few games with your friends. Best of all, it’s free! Find me* on there, and I might just play a game with you.

~Ronzil